Sometimes you just need to do what’s best when you love someone..even if it sucks.

Tired as fuck. Just messed around for a bit trying to make my antenna for free cable. Missing a few things so i need to pick them up tomorrow. I’m banking on this thing to work! Don’t let me down, poverty!
Hung out at Charlie Sheens house the other day. Can’t really put any details out there because I’m not supposed to talk about it but wow, he’s a really nice guy. And his house is amazing. And…I want to pitch a tent and live in his backyard. Who knows..maybe someday he will let me.
Today was my first Anji photoshoot. It went really well. I’m no model nor do I know how to put on a model face so it took an hour just to get to the beginning of where we wanted to be..but on friday we are having another impromptu photoshoot and we should hit some ground with it i think. I’m havin fun!!

Me and Bella!! The Pit I’m dogsitting =)
And you were afraid of Ollie! I am jealous I am still convincing Kyle to get us a dog. When ate you coming home?!?!? I need friend.
hahaha I am afraid of her!! It’s just that Michael had to work so I have to watch her by myself! AHHHHHHHH
Teeheee you’ll be fine. She looks sweet and like she likes you!! If you act nervous they can sense it. You’re gonna turn into a dog person. Come bring her to me all the way on the east coast ;)
I forgot to answer your first question!!…I won’t be coming home for a while =/ money is a struggle now that I’m out of school so it comes down to slowly saving..BLAH!!

Me and Bella!! The Pit I’m dogsitting =)
And you were afraid of Ollie! I am jealous I am still convincing Kyle to get us a dog. When ate you coming home?!?!? I need friend.
hahaha I am afraid of her!! It’s just that Michael had to work so I have to watch her by myself! AHHHHHHHH
Today has already turned out to be an interesting day. Last night I went to my friend Megan’s house because I haven’t really been hanging out with anyone lately and my boyfriend was being boring. I went to see Megan.. (whoma was trashed before I even got there) and after making her soup to help her sober up..she told me to come to church in the morning. Now the church she goes to I don’t like because my old roommate/former friend Red goes there. Megan insisted that she doesn’t go there anymore and since I have work at 3 and couldnt join my boyfriend in his visit to his dads house up north…I decided to go. After her place…I went and hung out with my friend Victoria at a house party til one in the morning where I started to miss Michael and proceeded to go home and join him in bed.
This morning I woke up at a decent hour to get ready for church. My stupid ass decides to get coffee (when I hardly ever drink it) and proceeds to walk to the coffee stand inside the church. The words “ANGELA PALERMO???” I yelled loudly and obnoxiously, revealing a wave a red hair and a face I had been avoiding now for 8 months. I wonder what my face looked like when she screamed my name. She proceeded to act like I haven’t been ignoring her ..and as if we were best friends. I pretended I would keep in touch and we would get lunch. I lied in a church. What else is new.
I have work today til 11 at the chinese theater. I like working in a movie theater but it takes away the lovely feeling I get when I watch a movie on the big screen and it’s so fucking boring where I work because it’s never busy. It’s the dead zone of Hollywood.
In better news I get to work Johnny Depps premier of his new stupid movie “Dark Shadows.” I just hope Leonardo comes to it. I don’t care about any other celebrity. Bring me Dicaprio.
I have realized how much I changed. I had to delete half the things about me because they are no longer true. New things were put in their place and I realized just now how much growth I have been through within the last two years of being out here in California. Will 2 years turn into 5? 5 into 10? Then a life out here? I can’t tell yet.
Me and Michael are doing really well. Working at the theater is ok…but it’s not making my rent because it’s minimum wage and I was better off when I did Extra work.

Feelin realllll tan!
Today me and Michael are going to Runyon Cannon! The best spot to jog/walk in LA to the top of a mountain that overlooks the city. Two days ago…we ran into the boy from Cousin Skeeter. He asked us how our exercise was going!!! Pretty funny.
